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This year is blowing by so fast--I feel like I can hardly take a breath. I'm madly trying to finish up my art concentration before May, trying to figure out my plans for this last summer with my high school friends, keeping up in classes, waiting to hear from colleges, and trying to spend as much time with my friends as possible before they all leave for college. 

I'm graduating from high school in four months. I cannot believe how excited and afraid I am. Being split between the two emotions is possibly the worst feeling, because I want to be done with high school as soon as possible, but I also just want it to drag on forever. I'm in this terrible limbo of emotions that I can't escape now, but will be forced to in the next six months. How scary is that? I feel like my life sort of starts over after this summer ends. I'll be at a new school, where none of my friends will be, but I'll be learning about art: the thing I am most passionate about in the world. I'm so afraid though. I'm going to miss my friends like crazy. I cannot decide on an emotion. Is there a word for excited but terrified and nervous and sad, but ecstatic, but not wanting anything to change, but wanting everything to change? 

 I believe I'm mid blink in this photo

(i'm smiling?? it's a miracle)

Got this idea from Ibe

Shirt: Beyond Retro/ Skirt: ROMWE/ Sweater: Gift from my aunt/ Shoes: JuJu Jellies/ Purse: H&M

xoxo
Maya