Green Hair Don't Care

YAY! I'm back :)

I know I said I'd update on my life, but so much has been going on, and yet nothing interesting/blog worthy has been going on...I've been thinking a lot about next year, and leaving my friends, and what I'm going to be and how I'm going to change. It's a scary realization. My life has been essentially the same with the same group of people for nearly twelve years (yes, I've known basically everyone in my life since elementary school...how weird??), and suddenly I'll have to completely change my whole life around. It's both totally freeing and totally scary. I keep drawing a blank when I go to journal because there's so much I want to say that I can't think of the words to fill the paper. I feel like I'm overflowing with one million emotions about everything right now that it's almost impossible to actually distinguish how I feel about anything. It's like, someone could ask me what my opinion on peanut butter was and I would probably not know how to answer. It's bizarre to not know what to say.

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I recently photographed my journal instead of scanning, and think these photos are way more true to what it actually looks like than the scans, so I'm posting a few of the same pages again (shhh)

Also, my green has totally washed out at this point, but I found photos on my camera of my hair at it's prime that I somehow never posted, so that's here too. Random group of stuff, but I hope it's enjoyable to look at. 

(three webcam photos from tumblr of me and my journal ft. my green hair)

(the fabric beneath is from my actual prom dress which, yes, I already have a few months in advance)

Sorry for the hiatus (again)
xo
Maya